Clothing~I hate it!

I have an issue. a big fat large butt issue. and this comes from my awesomes friends blog, the maddieter, from just a single line in her blog I have an issue. It's about clothing, and their sizes.

I have four pairs of pants in my closet.  Four. And all four have different sizes, okay so this is okay. Yet what is not okay is the fact that the pair with the smallest listed size falls off my hips, and I have to wear a belt.  The largest size doesn't fit me at all.  They are too small.  Yet they are the same cut, the same women's work slacks.

This is my issue.  I am dieting too, working on dropping a few extra pounds and I am so confused at our loving societies trying to make the larger people feel better.  I want to be a size like 8 or something and now, I have a pair of size 8 pants that fit me great, so should I stop dieting?  But the size '20' somethings that I have are too tight. So does that mean I am already a size 8 because we changed the sizing to make me feel thin, even though I need to lose the extra weight to be healthy.

I don't get it. I don't understand and it makes me feel so damned sick with our society.  I mean, if you are big and healthy then wear you clothes and don't be ashamed!!! If you are big and unhealthy, get off your lard ass and exercise, stop eating garbage and pay attention!!!!  Don't buy crap just to make yourself feel better. OHHH so your in a size 6 dress. But take a tape measure around your wide hips and lard belly and find out how big you really are and make yourself fit the damned clothes the way they were made!!

I know I might sound evil about this, but the stupid assholes that insist on lying to themselves are just hurting the rest of us whom want to make the best effort and become healthy, move around and stop watching tv and like I keep saying THINK DAMNIT.

SO It's Been a Few Days

... ERR weeks, shoot me.

SO I got Dishonored and like NOM NOM NOM it is woot amazing. My favorite thing to do is to run guards into walls of light so they go 'bbbsbabzbbzbzbzbzlabt' and turn to ash on the floor.  I wish I could get screen shots, but two things are stopping me, 1: I am too lazy. and 2: See number one.  I love the game though~ Youtube it, I am pretty sure that playthru's are already being posted, for you nongamer types.

But I forgive you all.

So I found a really cool online drawing sketchy thingy that has eaten my soul.



http://pyscospaz.deviantart.com/#/d5hg82bYou can check this one out at dA and maybe buy a print? http://pyscospaz.deviantart.com/#/d5hg82b This one was for my mom! and finally Sometimes it's all about letting your hair down.

I have had an Epiphany

I must make a confession: My other half and I are Youtube addicts, but not for the stupid dog riding skateboards, but for intelligent conversations like AronRa, The Living Dinosaur, and all of their friends. Yes, they are all atheists, but they are SANE. They believe in science, in morality and in, well life.
 (the Living Dinosaur is NOT work safe)
Having said that, while watching The Living Dinosaur- my other half and I got into a conversation and google got invovlved and I found this: Secular Humanism.  And I like this, it makes sense with me.

And THIS Amsterdam Declaration.  It makes so much sense it hurts my brain as to WHY is this not more widely accepted, and not argued. Because it is argued, a lot. A LOT. So much for that it makes my last rant on editing look like I was walking through the park.

I never really thought about it before, that as a race, as a people -- all of humanity is what I am talking about-- would be living on Mars, or at the bottom of the ocean, if we could all stop arguing about these kinds of stupid things.

Stupid things, like Evolution vs. Creationism. Ahem.

Now, I am NOT out to bash regions.  I believe in equality and your right to believe anything you want, and I do truly believe that faith works, and works well for some people.  Some of our top scientists have faith in their own religions. But these people THINK.

Here are a few people who don't think- Just so you know what I am talking about--

Ian Juby (please please watch this video- it is painful, and proves my point almost perfectly)
(if you want more examples like these, please comment and ask.  I will give them, or if you have questions why I think that these people DON'T think, just ask.)
Ray Comfort

Kent Hovid

And I can keep going, and I probably will- later. 

Get Over Yourselves. Damnit.

Ii do not own Borderlands or anything to do with it. I bought the game, I own that, but yeah, had to disclaimer.

I am sooo tired. I am super-duper-retardedly stupid tired of editing.   We, as American's in our wonderful so-called society, edits EVERYTHING.  EVERYTHING!!! I mean EVERYTHING.

So I am ranting about an a really great game that just came out, Borderlands 2 and the the in store graphics are EDITED!

Here is the image UNEDITED, the way nature and the artist wanted it to be (notice the two hands symbolizing the fact that this is the second game and NOT the first.)

And in the store it has NO hands, just the-- ugg the graphic looks sooo bad, (or look for yourself, it's at all major department stores that sell baby clothes next to the grocery isles, I went to take a picture and was denied.)



Now why I am ranting about this, is for the same reason that I want to rip stupid parents tongues out through their eye sockets when they complain about a board game called SmartAss (you know like the donkey, it even has a giant picuture of an ass on it.) and these upity parents say that it's vulger and shouldn't be sold anywhere where kids can see it.  The game is rated for like 12 years plus...



I mean really people.  WAKE up.  I know I cannot be the only human being left on the planet that believes that if you shelter children they are too soft to make ANY kind of life choice. And I'm not even talking about the difficult ones, just - what color of socks are they going to wear, kind of choices.

More ranting later, and again I apologize I could not get a shot of the edited picture.  Because you know, it's soo wrong. ahem.